It was helpful to pretend it was a democracy. As dysfunctional families go, the Myrtles
ranked somewhere between benign anarchy and corrupt police state, depending on
whether Jonathan had drunk himself unconscious yet. Meredith and the children inhabited a world
apart, and while this arrangement allowed them no access to the process of
family governance, it at least also meant they were sometimes overlooked by the
immense destructive power of the ruler.
But as Martin Luther King said, the oppressed will not stay
oppressed forever, and when the opportunity for nonviolent resistance came,
Meredith seized it, knowing how long it would be before the chance came
again. Jonathan came home rageful and
bellowing, which meant that within an hour he was in a deeper alcoholic coma
than normal. Working quickly, Meredith
and the kids wrestled him into the empty burlap potato sack from the corner and
wedged the ramshackle sled underneath him.
They dragged him over the sooty snow to the tracks, where a train stood
at one of New Jersey’s many anonymous waystations, waiting for freight to be
loaded. The conductor would never know
about the extra burlap sack his train carried to Rochester that night – nor would
the conductor of the next freight train headed the opposite way ever discover
the extra passengers he unwittingly carried all the way to North Carolina.
When Jonathan came home, if he came home, he would find the
house empty save for the broken bottles that constituted the detritus of his scrawny
fiefdom, while his erstwhile subjects had escaped to freedom. He would stagger, uncomprehending, from room
to room, and maybe – just maybe – it would dawn on him that the putrid wreck in
which he stood was the sum total of his life’s work. As the train’s gentle rhythm rocked her and
the kids toward warmer climes, the thought gave Meredith a bitter smile. She had waited her whole life for this, and
now she was missing it.
--Wayne Aaron Sandholtz
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